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I’ve written in all my current measurements and weight next to all my targets. Then daily I will take written accounts of what I consume and the workouts I perform. Also, I’ll add in pictures and notes of what I aspire to be (:
Took me bloody long enough haha, hello long workout session (:
Before when I was about 2 stone heavier, I used to look at people in high school thinking about how thin they were, and now seeing them in college they’re not thin at all. They all appear chubby and un-shapely. I think my perceptions have changed quite drastically or something. I can’t remember my appearence when I was bigger, and I dread to think what I was actually like as I hate my appearence now as much as I did back then. Really frightens me that I’ll never be content with myself as my perception changes all the time. I’ll have some days when I’m like ‘I feel good about myself for once, bam!’ then others like ‘Jesus I should never go outside. I’m an ogre’. Oh how I would love to be absolutley stunning, beautiful and have a killer body with no hang ups about my appearence.
All this ‘progress’ and I feel like I haven’t even moved a single step foward
